really. i think i'm really different from my classmates. here's the diffs.
1. i like the dark. cause no one can see me and i can't see anything i don't like.
2. i like sitting in small, narrow, preferably dark spaces. well it's comfortable. seriously comfortable and it gives a secure feeling.
3. i don't ask for things. like, not straight out, ma i want an iPod. not like that. if i seriously want it i just hint. i'm not comfortable just asking for it.
4. i don't tell people what's happening. for example last friday my debate friends and i had a friendly spar with hwa chong and we took a bus there. and what happened was that i tripped on the bridge and got a circular gash with an approx. diameter of 2.5 cm. i measured. and plenty of nice scratches, both on my right knee and shin, and then a nice big fat bruise with scratches on the inside of my left knee. and i didn't tell anyone. so my mum wore me out when i got home for not telling and suffering in silence.
5. i don't feel comfortable telling people that anything hurts when they ask. i just say that i won't be answering that if it hurts, or i say it doesn't if it doesn't. clue dad: now you know how to decode my words.
6. i think that books that my friends think are sick aren't sick. sick as in disgusting. with sex scenes, or intimate, or macabre/gory/stuff like that. ARE MY SENSES NUMBED????

anyway, i'm feeling like God had a glitch in programming me. and one random thought: our life science teacher said that out of 100% of natter in our brain, only 5% is genes and useful. the rest is useless. so is it possible to make use of that 95% to input all the info we learn in school in? then we could have an input calculator and computer, and thus we don't have to deal with teachers. then in the future global warming and acid rain's speeded up so everyone wears a helmet with an oxygen supply regulator. and there's a visor-cum-screen in there so we can know if the government scientists are about to input anything into that 95%. and it's expandable, so there's no lack of info space. and each citizen has a password to access that 95% made of numbers and words. it has to be at least 17 digits long. that's the length of my school computer account password. fun huh?