Sometimes I lay under the moon
And I thank God I'm breathin'
Then I pray don't take me soon
'Cause I am here for a reason

Sometimes in my tears I drown
But I never let it get me down
So when negativity surrounds
I know someday it'll all turn around because

All my life I been waitin' for
I been prayin' for, for the people to say
That we don't want to fight no more
They'll be no more wars
And our children will play, one day

It's not about win or lose 'cause we all lose
When they feed on the souls of the innocent blood
Drenched pavement keep on movin'
Though the waters stay ragin'

And in this life you may lose your way
It might drive you crazy
But don't let it phase you, no way

Sometimes in my tears I drown
But I never let it get me down
So when negativity surrounds
I know someday it'll all turn around because

All my life I been waitin' for
I been prayin' for, for the people to say
That we don't want to fight no more
They'll be no more wars
And our children will play, one day

One day this all will change
Treat people the same
Stop with the violence down with the hate
One day we'll all be free and proud
To be under the same sun
Singing songs of freedom like
If each one of us humans is but a speck of dust in the vast universe, I must be an extremely inconspicuous speck of dust.

Or maybe just a free electron that isn't really attached. I thought I'd found a molecule? atom? to attach to, but then again I don't think so all over again.

I think Scae's kinda 'adopted' me into her group for recess. The rest of the people, eg, Clarice, Nicole, Crystal... are nice, I guess. But I always feel slightly awkward and slightly 'outsider'. Maybe it's because I joined the group late, I don't know.

Bloghopping and fb-ing have become rather depressing of late. I look at the blogs/fb pics of someone whom I used to know really well, and I realise that while she invited the other childhood friend to her party, she didn't invite me, but I don't know what to think about it anymore. I don't think I would have fit in with her crowd anyway.

But Scae's still tagging me in fb posts and all, and I go for recess with them, so I guess maybe there's a glimmer of hope for this floating maybe-not-so-inconspicuous dust speck after all.

Or maybe not.

Maybe I should just worry about exams first since nothing's going in.