Dear Life,
Friday, February 25, 2011, 22:07
Dear Life,
I think you kinda suck. I don't really like you. I don't think I like you at all.
Life, at this point maybe I should say that I thank you for sticking by me for quite a while.
But I must say that maybe you should have realised that I didn't really want it.
I mean, I just I appreciate it and all,
But I think you should have caught on the moment things began to go haywire.
Well, it's not as though I'm going to get rid of you now, you know.
You know there are several things stopping me from doing so.
Some things being duty.
And the fact that...
Unfortunately, Dear Life,
Your very existence means that there is a creature
Called Hope, unfortunately stuck
Somewhere in the deep bottom of an abyss.
So maybe for now because you still exist
Perhaps I should leave you alone,
And leave you to sort out your troubles.
Well, I'll leave now.
See you in a while, Life.

Reminders
, 20:51
I tell myself,
Remind myself
That everyday, it may not be as it
Seems
I tell myself that there isn't long more
That I have left to breathe.
Perhaps it is time to surrender
To the darkest part of the hour
But I tell myself,
Again
That tomorrow, waiting for me
Is a tiny sliver of
A creature
Called Hope.

Thursday, February 24, 2011, 15:40
Do you know what's worth fighting for?
When it's not worth dying for?
Does it take your breath away
And you feel yourself suffocating?

Does the pain weigh out the pride?
And you look for a place to hide?
Did someone break your heart inside?
You're in ruins

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms, give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky, you and I

When you're at the end of the road
And you lost all sense of control
And your thoughts have taken their toll
When your mind breaks the spirit of your soul

Your faith walks on broken glass
And the hangover doesn't pass
(From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/g/green-day-lyrics/21-guns-lyrics.html)
Nothing's ever built to last
You're in ruins

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms, give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky, you and I

Did you try to live on your own
When you burned down the house and home?
Did you stand too close to the fire
Like a liar looking for forgiveness from a stone?

When it's time to live and let die
And you can't get another try
Something inside this heart has died
You're in ruins

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms, give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms, give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky, you and I

Friday, February 11, 2011, 11:17
Apparently I don't talk about the times when I have things but rather I talk about the times I don't.

Well it's kinda human nature.

Well I didn't have my laptop, I had it back, and then I wasn't allowed to use it because apparently there's a screen flicker.

I'd like not to be alive.

I'd like to be a hermit.

I'd like to be a million things that I can't.