As 'cheem'/'chim' as the title sounds, it isn't that bad. All I wanna say is that I wonder about my social status. I'm probably off the bloody radar, I don't socialise a lot. I don't even speak to some of my classmates. I could say that I'm absolutely not sure how to socialise. And the new year is coming up, and I have no idea which class I'm in, nor who's in the same class as I am. So I'll have to make new friends again. Ah, bloody hell. Freak. I, profess that I'm terrible at that. I have no idea how to go up to someone and speak to them and make friends. I don't know how the other people do it. They just go up to anyone they want and they start talking. Within a couple of seconds they're talking like they've know each other for their entire life, and it's so natural. Laughing and smiling comes so naturally to them. Anyway, I've feel I've got a couple of ways that really help. As in help to calm. (I feel like a bloody toot doing this though.) I shall share them now.
1. Write calligraphy. I love it. You should try it.
2. Listen to music. Preferably rock(as of now)but those CDs I have lying around the house works too.
3. Read books. No surprise there, for the people who know me...
4. Write fiction/fanfiction.
5. Surf the net...for manga and fan fiction, preferably.
6. Let my imagination take hold, and imagine stories, or draw out imaginary creatures and people.
7. This is odd. Don't get a shock........Ironing. Ironing my school uniform helps. But it gets kinda stuffy in the study where the ironing board is, cause the air-conditioning failed and gave up the ghost.
Thought I'd share. If anyone is reading this, perhaps this kind of stuff could soothe some frazzled nerves out there. Before you take up a kitchen knife and start killing anyone. Haha. ;)