Friday, May 1, 2009, 10:25
Well, I have to say that I don't think that NJ made the decision for me not to transfer, or whoever who updates the website. It was definitely my own decision.

I have no regrets over not applying whatsoever, because I don't want to rush into things. (Man, this sure sounds like a relationship. I assure you it's not.)

Perhaps you recall how I had appealed over from Crescent to MG on the very last day of the orientation. What I recall was that I made the decision after seeing the library and the librarian and other facilities of the school. But then, I remember I did regret that decision to transfer, because I was rather alienated and isolated and yes, I was bullied in the first term, and ostracised in the second term...

So I think I can safely say that I do not wish for that to happen again. Given my rather anti-social, sarcastic and cynical nature, I believe I will have some problems fitting in too.

I don't have any regrets about not applying, because I won't know what will happen in the next two and a half years which I have left in the school. I won't know what will happen in the next four and a half years there, if I successfully apply and transfer. I'll only be able to judge and decide when two and a half years, or four and a half years, is over. But then it'll be too late to change anything anyway, so I might as well not regret anything at all.

Ah well. Leave the decisions to God. Let's hope He makes the best ones for us.