Yesterday, I went blog surfing. Somehow, I stumbled upon Li En(my classmate)'s blog. Here's the URL: lien.bigbig.com.

Anyway, she posted pictures of her and a few friends studying together in her house(her room, to be specific).

I got a tad jealous.

Partly because of the photographs, which most were rather beautiful in polaroid black and white, and managed to capture the moment (or so I think).

I was envious because I never had any friends over to do this kinda thing. As in, study and all. Or even to play. Sure, my mother had asked me, but then all my friends were always busy. With school, homework, and sometimes their parents said my home was too far.

I suppose that's because they were just a small group of friends whom I had, good for acquaintances in school and all, but not really good for meeting up in the holidays.

Why, then, you might ask, did I not have the kind of friends who were good for everything?

I don't know. I just didn't. And I don't.

Maybe it's due to my supposed anti-social, cynical and sarcastic nature. Ah well, never mind.