Sunday, August 8, 2010, 09:29
It's good for that adrenaline rush, dancing and singing next to others who look more competent than me, but then again it feels good, to be on stage again. Then after we all bow and exit, and do the celebratory things when we win, it starts all over again.

ALL O-FUCKING-VER AGAIN.

And you're back to the daily grind, tasting blood and sweat with more unshed tears, because you're the one without no one beside them. Burying your freaking nose in your book because you don't have anywhere to stick your nose in.