Tuesday, September 21, 2010, 14:30
I need to lose weight.

Correction, I NEED to lose FAT.

I can't seem to get the motivation to go running, or to MOVE out of my seat. And I think my food intake has increased. By a lot. And I'm supposed to be done with the freaking growth spurt. If I don't go and move I'm going to get fatter.

And that is an uber depressing thought, given the fact that I am constantly surrounded by pretty or plain girls who are either average or skinny. The fact that I am fat is just constantly reinforced.

Irritating and depressing, given the fact that I have no motivation to do anything but sit on my arse and start using the computer.