If each one of us humans is but a speck of dust in the vast universe, I must be an extremely inconspicuous speck of dust.

Or maybe just a free electron that isn't really attached. I thought I'd found a molecule? atom? to attach to, but then again I don't think so all over again.

I think Scae's kinda 'adopted' me into her group for recess. The rest of the people, eg, Clarice, Nicole, Crystal... are nice, I guess. But I always feel slightly awkward and slightly 'outsider'. Maybe it's because I joined the group late, I don't know.

Bloghopping and fb-ing have become rather depressing of late. I look at the blogs/fb pics of someone whom I used to know really well, and I realise that while she invited the other childhood friend to her party, she didn't invite me, but I don't know what to think about it anymore. I don't think I would have fit in with her crowd anyway.

But Scae's still tagging me in fb posts and all, and I go for recess with them, so I guess maybe there's a glimmer of hope for this floating maybe-not-so-inconspicuous dust speck after all.

Or maybe not.

Maybe I should just worry about exams first since nothing's going in.