It applies to two people simultaneously, though somewhat differently once you go into the details.

Think about it - is it me who's allowing you to get to me, or is it you who's being insensitive or is it you who's showing it obviously?

One - let's start with Midnight's Nocturne. MidNoc is an interesting character, or so I thought when I first met MidNoc. I thought MidNoc would be cool. MN still is. But I think that my opinion of MN has changed drastically already. I think MN doesn't like me - I wouldn't go as far as to say that MN hates me, but I think it's certainly in there somewhere.

Either MN doesn't need me around or doesn't want me around or doesn't want to see me at all or just doesn't want parents calling the cellphone.

I mean, fine, I get it. I'm not your prized student, you probably think I'm irresponsible (which I am, compared to your favourite in the class), and I don't look as good (come on who am I kidding? I'm about downright ugly when compared), and of course physique - let's just say I'm a blimp. A freaking blimp. Fine, forget about comparing me to your favourite. I'm never going to measure up.

I understand if you don't like me. I understand if you downright hate my freakishly ugly face or my supposed attitude or whatever. I even understand if it's just your instincts that cause you to feel revolted.

But I don't get it if you're going to make it this obvious.

If you make it this obvious, then you're not doing me any good. Or yourself, for that matter. Because you're supposed to be impartial. Yet your obvious bias is...ah, forget it. You wouldn't get it.

And oh, save me from the second one. Let's just say that it was the end of something which I didn't know was on shaky ground in the first place. If you choose to believe some bitch instead of me, whom you've known for a longer period of time and used to trust even more, then I don't think I can change your mind.

I say bitch because although she's pretty (to a certain extent), slim and relatively okay, she's the liar here. She's the one who's not telling you the truth as it is. If you're not believing your long time friend, and you're instead taking the words of some other less reliable person (come on, look at her. You think she's reliable?), I don't think I can do anything about it.

Why am I wasting time on people like you anyway? I should just move on.

And it isn't even a relationship. Which is a joke anyway because I will probably never date and probably end up in an arranged marriage. Hahah. It's the cue to laugh and say 'nah that won't happen'. But I know it will.

Go on and do whatever you want. I don't care. It's not going to even make an impact on me anymore. I don't care anymore.

The reins are yours.